Illusive Smile Smile, even you're desperate..

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: ''How deep is your love for me?''

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: ''I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?''

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her ''I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

When the whale continue swimming into the deeper region of the ocean, he realised that he's not alone. Inside the deeper ocean, he still manage to know more friends and having fun.

But the water pressure was too strong and damage will be done to the whale as well. The only thing which encourage him to continue swim in the deeper ocean is jellyfish. Thinking of jellyfish, this will provide him mental strength to overcome anything in the deep ocean.

Until one day, jellyfish's friend arrived and inform the whale that jellyfish's isn't available. Well long before the whale know jellyfish, jellyfish had a companion(who is way more better than whale). He arrived and share some of jellyfish's information. The whale felt like his relationship with jellyfish is being threaten. He felt like he knows not much about jellyfish and he can't able to take care of jellyfish with this distance. Although the companion of jellyfish is also far from jellyfish but it able to get to jellyfish anytime it wants, not like the whale. The whale is of course absolutely sad about this incident but the feeling towards jellyfish is a real deal.

Should he continue wait? Or give up?

Once upon a time, there's a young whale which always swimming in a pack with his kind.

One day this young whale get lost with it's group and separated from them.
This lonely whale keep swimming in the ocean hoping to trace it's way back to his group.

On his journey, this whale manage to make friends with other sea creatures.
They never fail to cheer the whale when it's moody and always provide it a hand.

The whale manage to regain it's confidence and never looks dull and worry like in the past.

Among this sea creatures, this whale had a crush with a jellyfish.
They always swim together and the whale want to know more about this jellyfish.


One day the whale must swim into the deep sea area which other sea creature's can't follow it due to high water pressure.
The whale felt freaking sad because he gonna left it's gang especially jellyfish.

Before it swim into the deeper zone in the ocean, the sea creatures threw a party for it and wish the whale good luck in it's future path.
At the same time, the whale brought it's guts and confess to the jellyfish but it turns up an epic fail.

Well this whale just won't give up so easily, it try to get near to the jellyfish and try to entertain it.
Both of them had a chance to swim in pairs.
During that time of period the whale took out it's courage and confess again but the result still being the same

Jellyfish told the whale: "you gonna left soon and you'll manage to get some better fish to accompany you in your journey. I can't endure the high water pressure like you had. this is what God gave you. The ability to explore the ocean more than other creatures but not me".

The whale, of course turning even sad and ask whether next time when he manage to find it's pack back which consume it some couple of years, will the jellyfish provide it a chance to being together?

The jellyfish just tell the whale to find someone better than itself. The whale is kinda confuse, is it because of having a different background with the jellyfish, so the offer being rejected.

Well the whale think that both of them should provide each other a chance to explore the ocean together to know whether they can be good partners.

Now, the whale put all of it's hope in the search of the deep ocean.
Other sea creatures continue their life as usual in the ocean.
The whale is alone again like during the past.
The only thing different is now it miss jellyfish so badly.

The whale is wandering:
1. whether jellyfish will change it's mind to partner together with it again in the future.
2. will the jellyfish really willing to wait the whale to return?

In your opinion, is it worth for the whale to miss the jellyfish?

Yesterday I just ended my job at Padini Concept Store at ECM.

Lately I'm busy working and I'm too tired do blogging when I came home. Well since I ended my school life which turned into a failure, I'm working day and night to get myself some $. Working may turned into a boring life for me because I'm repeating almost the same words from my mouth everyday, example:

"Welcome sir/miss, this counter please."

"Your membership card already expired, so do you wanna renew it?"

"Here's your balance and receipt, thank you and have a nice day."

and Many MORE!

Well a new environment always brings me new friends. Hanging with them really brings me tonnes of fun. It has been a while since I can be such joyful after what happened to me in the beginning of the year. Working also enable me to know many nice girls but the sad thing is I'm forbidden to flirt with them because they may report to HQ and make me get FIRED! What I can do is just observe...

One more month to go and year 2010 will turned into history, I wonder when I'll have such free time to update my blog again.

Well I'll end this post with a movie clip:

Well after being moody for a long period, I never expected being cheer up by a single song. I was exposed to this song by watching Katekyo Hitman Reborn and it was the 8th ending theme for the anime named Cycle.

Plain speechless....

Divide the Day - "Let It Roll"