Persistence

Posted by Fred | Posted on 00:14

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Ladies should not hate me for being a cold-hearted bastard ; they should hate that one lady who made me this way...

Again?

Posted by Fred | Posted in | Posted on 22:39

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When I thought someone special arrived in my life again, who knows it's another God damn prank.

Perhaps it's Karma strikes and I can't blame for anything.

Is my problem, or they can't understand my efforts?

Just be it.. I promised myself not to lay my hands on cigarettes to prove that I don't need it again. I wish I don't need them anymore but it's hard for me to overcome that hard feelings.

Despair.. That feelings..

Please pray that after I finished this lighted cigarette, I don't need to take it anymore and start back to life.



"People ask me why it's so hard to trust people,

and i ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise"




I did my part, perhaps I shouldn't change my view of thought for the sake of anyone ever again...